Ruben, don't give up..., you will succeed!

  Amigos, check this out, I remind everybody who cares to read that I am a dreamer of dreams and I see things and hear things that are incredibly mind boggling. In this blog I will be terse and just state that this dream is meant to encourage people who can also see our world coming undone before our eyes. Well this letter is about a couple of dreams slightly similar and connected to my point of the letter. As the first dream unfolds I see myself in my car driving into our City's Mayor's office at Hopkins street near the Catholic Church in San Marcos, Texas. It is a day dream and it is in color. And as I make my turn into the driveway on the north end, I see a young beautiful Black woman standing on my right side and on the curb facing me. As I looked at her and she at me, I saw that she had a Black leather covered Bible in her hands. And as I approached this entry and saw her with a look on her face that expressed that she wanted to say something to me or ask me something then I slowed down as I crossed her path. My windows were rolled down and as I slowly passed her she leaned towards the passenger window and said this to me, "Ruben, don't give up you will succeed." Then I saw her straighten herself up and kept looking at me as I drove off. And that ended that dream. Then later I dream this dream, watch, As the dream opens I see myself walking by myself through some clearing in some woods somewhere at day time. And this dream is in color. Keep in mind guys that I am on a serious quest and I am searching for many answers to my perplexing questions and I am a serious Hunter. And at 73 I know that I am running out of time. And I have to present my legal case with rock solid evidence that is irrefutable. And a case perfected to a degree that will stand the test of time. And nobody will be able to challenge my claim. And this is what drives me constantly every waking hour. I am always in search of things of value. And as I walk through this clearing I see myself dressed casually in hiking clothes and boots. I don't dress up anymore. And as I walk I see that I am looking down at the ground. Then as I walk, I see an older Black man dressed up real sharp, almost like a pimp. He is wearing an expensive lime light green suit with a tan shirt and oxblood colored shoes. And he is limping out of the woods and walking with a cane in his right hand and as he comes to the clearing just up ahead of me, I can see that he stops and is looking at me. I had caught his movement as he was coming out of the woods, but I never looked up to see him or acknowledge him because I knew who he was. And so as I came past him he stood to my right side and kept looking at me. And I just kept looking at the ground as I passed him and never looked up at him to acknowledge him in any way shape or form. Then as I passed him about fifty feet or so I heard him yell at me and asked, "Ruben, what are you looking for!? But I just kept slowly looking at the ground searching for something and I totally ignored him. But he got agitated and yelled at me again and said, "Ruben!, whatever you are looking for... you will never find it!" Then up ahead of him I stopped but never lifted my head nor turned sideways or back at him, but still kept looking seriously at the ground at my feet in front of me and this time I did answer him and I said, "Yes I will find it!" Then I kept going forward and here the dream ends. And for those who don't know who that form is for the Black old crippled and lame man with the cane and fancy clothes was, well it's for Satan. With that I will close Amigos. I understand that these topics are not peoples cup of tea, however I have a mission to accomplish because I have said to those entities that corrupt and destroy peoples lives that one day I was gonna tell the World about "Jesus Crist" and "His" redemptive powers whether they liked it or not. I owe my "God" way much more than that. Let's sleep on that my friends until next time. Thanks again. And no..., I will not give up. I can't stop and I won't stop! Over the hills, down the hills, threw the hills, I won't stop.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 Respectfully,                                                                                     Ruben N. Gutierrez


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