A Black Swan Event or A Big Storm is Coming; what's the difference!

      Bloggers, thank "God" that Christmas is over for now. I mean if I want to get together with the family or friends for a "Just Because" event, I don't need no guilt trip put on me by Commercialist types just because those decided that if I didn't participate in their fairytale charades that I would be consider a Jew or a Scrooge. Oh by all means I confess that I qualify as a great Penny Pincher, and I may even be Jewish for all I know, and I mean it. But I will spend money to help my daughter and her Family when they are in need. And I'll spend money on Charities and on the Church and on the bare necessities of my life. But, I will not spend money on myself or on my Sardine Can Home. I don't need any creature comforts, and I have no luxury furniture; and no T.V.s.. I will not eat out anymore regardless of who says..., "Eating out is Fun!" And I don't horde money because that is not what motivates me. Although I am Foot Loose and have been for the last ten years since my wife has died, I am certainly not Fancy Free. I do have commitments and responsibilities because whether I go out or eat out or not, my monies are being taken out of my Bank account even when I am sleeping just to pay "Sam." And to think that Sam don't even hit a lick at nothing except cracking that thick long whip on our backs every day. Maybe it was him who said, Eating out is Fun, and Merry Christmas Y' All! And now that Christmas is over, look at what is coming upon us in just a few more days. It's the Old Man Janus looking back at the misery of yesterday, and looking forward to more of the same for The New Year. Hey, maybe Uncle Sam is Janus? And maybe its been a good thing that I have not tied any knot with any good woman thus far. Man!, I am thinking that if I had a good woman like Irma Duran, I would be financially strapped. Hell, I am already strapped now. Can you imagine how much a woman is gonna cost me? And I live alone and live on vegetables and fruits and once in a while I will eat chicken or beef. I have conditioned my whole being to live with the minimum and within my means. That ability to live with less I owe to all the great Institutions that conditioned me like The Barrios, The Correctional Facilities, and to The Infantry in the U.S. Army. Even the Army was a Penny Pincher! In 1970 while in combat, I was being paid sixty five dollars extra for Hazardous Pay a month as an E-4. My whole monthly pay totaled to 300.00 dollars a month. Uncle Sam is a Penny Pincher when it comes to the lower ranks. And a great liar. And a Two face Liar! And a Pervert. Just look at the state of being for America that we are in today versus the !950's. Do you see any thing that has gotten better since then that will alleviate our pain and misery insofar as our status or conditions as Americans today, compared to the past when America was prospering in every which way we could think of? That is why I say that those days are gone for good, and will never come back. America has lost her way now. Her Torch has flickered her last ray of hope and fizzled out. No one can deny that there was a great time when America stood tall and proud because she epitomized what was decent and honorable and good. She allowed her people to worship The Christian "God" and "He Alone was "God" here. After all, it was The "God" of The Christians that made America great!!! There was a time when in all her Schools The Ten Commandments were displayed with great Pride. And she believed in Enforcing Those Laws. And it was from America that the Gospel Of "Christ Jesus" went out to all the World. However in a short time she turned coat on those ideals and remade herself into what the music group "The Who" now calls "The American Woman." And Uncle Sam, decked out in his Top Hat and gangster walk became her Pimp Daddy. And "Mick Jagger and The Rolling Stones" said that she is a high priced lady and an expert at manipulation. He further said that she was practiced at the art of deception, and that you could tell by her blood stained hands. And just a few years ago I read a Letter to our Editor written by a Mr. Peter Stern here in San Marcos, Texas that called our Corporate American Government Leaders, "Blood Soaked Rats." Therefore, I called those Leaders... "Sorcerers." And I further said, "They are a great Brotherhood and Sisterhood of sorcerers because they come from One Mother, the one who is Drunk and Drinking Blood from her Gold precious Cup. And this Fraternity and Sorority is multi-National and comes in a variety of skin colors, Creeds, and Ethnic Groups. They Pride themselves in being Ecumenical and Ultra Liberal, with no loyalties to any one Country or Nation. They are loyal only to a grand Dream that was birth in the mind of "Plato' long ago, and called "The New Republic." And which much later Sir Francis Bacon called "The New Atlantis." But now, even they worry because they have a weird feeling like a premonition that something bad is about to happen to America, however they don't know what it will be. All that they know for sure is that this uneasy feeling that the sky is about to fall will not go away. And its not paranoia because these people are sound and grounded to reality here and now. The reason they feel uneasy is based on what they know that they done wrong, and that is what worries them because now, whatever was done wrong in the past, is coming to bite them in the ass. And that is true because that is what The Golden Rule states. So that is why many World News analyst and Government Leaders worry that a "Black Swan Event" is just around The Corner now for America. And for my personal reasons and same feelings as theirs, I took off on Christmas Eve on a car trip to Killeen, Texas to visit Fort Hood; they call it Fort Cavazos now. I hate that they have done this. But anyway I thought I would take my last ride there and to a State Park called "Dana Peak in a nearby town called Harker Heights, Texas. My physical conditions are waning so I thought I will skip my traditional family Mexican Christmas at home with them to see this great place for my last time. I got there about 2 .P. M. Sunday and I was shocked at the towns street conditions. There were so many pot holes and nothing seemed to have changed because the town was just the same as when I was there in the early 1970's. And as I turned into the Avenue named "Rancier," at the East Gate at Fort Hood, and went a couple of blocks, there were like five or six police cars arriving at a gas convenient store in front of me because an armed robbery had just happened and someone inside had got hurt. After I got through that scene I came upon a young Black passing me in his car and telling me that he is watching me. He had a black hoodie on and I wave him off sarcastically. And I had traveled another couple of blocks and there were more police in front of me and they are stopping traffic because Church had just let out for a huge Black peoples Church there in that community. And as I waited for the people to be crossed to a parking lot across the street I thought to myself, "What good has The Christian Church done here in America now?" And then the police let us through and up the street were more Police interrogating young Black guy in a bicycle in a Black Hoodie. And Rancier Avenue is only two miles long. Then I left to Dana Peak and went to the top of that famous hill, and a hang out place for me when I was there. And a fresh White wooden Cross had been placed there with other personal things like an old blanket next to it, to commemorate the death of a homeless man who just die there. And just to the north to the right side of this hill are now some very richly built mansions with the lake side and great sunsets view. The juxtapositions of these two places, just like the Town of Killeen with The richer parts of it in wealthy neighborhoods was incredible to phantom. So, in my dreams years ago dating to early 2000 I was told that Great Storms are coming to America; and even Great Judgement. And just yesterday, I dreamed that I was showing two White women a storm that was developing in the far off southern horizon. And they asked me, "Where is it?" And I pointed to small greyish black clouds way out there in the distance and told them, "A great Storm is Coming." Then they saw the Black huge Storm approaching us, so we left. And that ended that short dream. And no, I don't wake up worried sick yet about the sky falling on us today because I have work to do. Nonetheless, I have a feeling that it will not be long from now and we will wake up to a much more radically different World. And all I can continue to do, is pray for all of us. And hope that we can defer the times by mending our evil ways. The Blood Soaked Rats have their Agenda, but they have loved ones to consider too. I'll close now and say Let's sleep on that for now. And a note about The Dragon Killeen, I met a great and good couple there that evening about 4 P.M.. It was a middle age beautiful White woman and a young handsome Black Man. They both worked at a Military Depot Store where I stopped to shop that Sunday afternoon.. Thanks again.                                                                           Respectfully,                                                                                                                                            Ruben N. Gutierrez