Sweet... sweet Supernatural Dreams!

      Bloggers, as you guys can clearly see, I am versatile, eclectic, and different from many people. And I take pride in how "God" has molded me thus far. And just like no one can put you in a one kind of personality category, neither can I be placed in one. I love to be different, and always learning; and getting closer to truth and being balanced. Because being balanced or centered is way better than being out off control. And for many people, I guess they strive at living in chaos. That's not me anymore. I would rather be with a good Christian matured woman and live out my last days in total peace and love again, that's all. And I don't think that in the natural world there's anything better for a man like me, except our kids. But the wife should come first. And since my wife has died ten years ago, I agree with Al Green's complained about being tired of being alone. So with that let me talk about two dreams that I had about a Mexican woman that I can't shake off my mind. Her name is Irma Duran and she is middle aged now but simply beautiful through and through. And please note, these dreams came unexpected at dawn on November the 29th, 2023. Now the first dream. As the dream opens I see a wide open range in the country and it is at night. So as I stand looking all around me, I see people walking and going about their business and so I begin to walk forward into this small town ahead of me. Then as I got closer to this community I see a big farm looking woodened house from its back side. As I look at this house I see dim yellow lights turned on at two separate rooms from what I can see. And there was a back door separating the two windows. Then an older White woman with silver hair who was wearing metal wired rim eye glasses from the old times; and appeared grandmotherly type, appeared in front of me and so I stopped. Then she begins to talk to me about something but I can't remember now about what. But as the woman and I talked, I heard someone from far behind me yelling for everyone to get back into their house fast. So people panicked and began to scatter in every direction. And so as the older woman and I watched, then we see a couple of people began to knock on the back door of this house in front of us to get inside, but no one answered. Then one of them went to the window on the right side and knocked there too, but no one answered. Then these guys began to  really panic outside as as the older woman and I watched them. Then I saw a shadow of a man appear at the window on the left side of the back door. It was then that I yelled at these guys to run to the left widow because a man was at that window. So they rush over to that window and knocked there and the man opened the window and they told him that they needed to get inside fast. So the man inside rushes to the back door and opens it and lets them in. Then I start to walk away and the older woman tags along. And as I walk on I see Irma Duran standing out in front of me and she is alone. And as I see her I get excited and rush over to her and began to talk to her right away. I was so excited to see her that I asked her, "Irma, aren't you happy to see me as I am about seeing you?" Then she says that she is happy to see me. Then I extended out my arms and hands to her and asked her, "Irma, then why haven't you ever hugged me before, can I hug you?" Then she backs away from me and says, "No!, You can't hug me because I am scared of you." Then I drop my arms back down to my sides and asked her, "But why are you afraid of me Irma?" Then she says, "I don't know, but I know that I am that is all." So I tell her, "Irma you shouldn't be afraid of me because all I do is think about you all the time and I know that I love you." Then she looks into my eyes and asked me, "Why do you love me?" Then I tell her, "Because I want to be with you." Then she tells me that she has to go and than I say goodbye to her and tell her that I was happy to see her again. Then I walked away and kept walking until the White older woman asked me to stop. Then she got in front of me and looked at me with a big smile in her face and said that she had to leave me now. And as I watched her she started levitating straight up in her standing position. And the higher and higher that she climbed skyward in her standing position, and still giving me great big smile as she looked down to  me, she got larger and larger like a giant woman. And as she got so high up in the night sky, all I could see then was her face with the eye glasses on and with a happy big warm smile on her face, still looking at me. But..., this time she spoke from way out there and said, "Ruben, I think you are going to enjoy entertainment tonight!" And then she disappeared. And then I woke up. Okay, now the second dream that came right after I went back to sleep this same dawn or late twilight night. As the dream opens, I see that I am walking with some young guys and I am teaching them about something as we all walk together somewhere. The setting is outdoors in an opened area and it is a black and white dream and it is a daytime scene. And as I walk I see Irma Duran standing alone in place. She is wearing cotton off white shirt and matching pants. And as I walk over to her the other guys kept moving on  and left. So I am left to talk to Irma and she is shy about this encounter and lowers her eyes to the ground. But I was happy about meeting her. Then I begin to tell her about how much I wanted to be with her and she raises her head to look at me then. Then I asked her, "Irma, don't you want to be with me?" Then she walks towards me and embraces me and places her face side ways on my chest and says, "Yes." Then as I hug her I see a Vision of me and some guys sitting on the ground right on the spot where Irma Duran and I had been standing. And I see Irma sitting behind me. And then I see a tall Bill Board with double panels facing me. The bill board stood on one single metal circular pole. Then on the right panel of the huge billboard I see Irma Duran appear like as if she had come to a large pictured window. Then she looks at me and gave me a great big smile. Then she brushes one side of her hair to indicate to me to comb my hair on that side. So I did, and then she smiled again at me for doing that. Then the vision disappears and I was on a bed with Irma Duran by my side and we are laying together. Then Irma moaned and groaned like as if struggling with something and I thought that something was aching her. But then she spoke out loud as she tossed and turned because she was going through a very anguishing serious spiritual thing. And as I watched her she began to pray out loud and I heard her say, "Oh Father!, please forgive me..., forgive me!" And because we hadn't done nothing so far, I asked her, "Irma, what is wrong?" Then she turned to me and said, "I feel so bad because I haven't had sex in so long." But I understood how she felt because she always has been devoted to "God" seriously. But I had to laugh a little about that episode while there with her and then when she saw me laughing she cracked a big smile and laughed beautifully also. But we went on into the end of this dream and I will not divulge those scenes. Needless to say, this concludes the dreams about Irma Duran for this November 29th, 2023. And right before Christmas I met a personal female friend of Irma's and she related to me a dream that Irma had told her that she had just had about me. Irma had told her friend that in a dream that she had, that she had seen me from a far distance and ran to catch up to me and that she kept yelling my name but that I couldn't hear her and kept walking away. And Irma said, I could never catch up to him. And Irma told her friend that she even called  Alexia on the phone to help her find me. And her friend never talks about Irma to me. And I don't talk to them about Irma either. And they know nothing about my dreams about Irma. So, there you have it, two lonely ships passing each other so close in the seas in the night, and never meeting. So let us sleep on that and I will close for now. And I have to really say that love should never be shallow. Never! Thanks again guys.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  Respectfully,                                                                                                                                         Ruben N. Gutierrez