The long road home!

Bloggers, I have said that my ascetic life since coming out of prison the second time back in 1985 has placed me on a spiritual road that has been unimaginable for me. I know however, that a great change had taken place in me while in prison this second time and had carried over into my new found freedom. Please note, I don't mean ascetic like in the ancient or medieval times practices or like Catholics do, I mean strictly trying to abstain from bad company and morals. I remember that while in prison I was experiencing out of body experiences while I was sleeping and that razzle dazzled my poor mind. I do remember also that in 1980, when I was in a County jail in Hays County waiting to be sentence the first time, that it was then that I converted to Christianity here for the first time. And it was here that I remember vividly while I slept and dreamed, of seeing all the demons that were once in me standing outside my cell door angrily staring at me. But for the first time, I felt free even though I was in jail. But in 1982 when I was at the Ramsey1 unit at T.D.C. the second time, I decided that I was gonna truly commit to "God" completely. Keep in mind that this Prison Farm is classified by the State of Texas as a Correctional facility for the Incorrigibly Criminally Insane. I ended up here at the Ramsey1 after doing time at the Eastham unit the first time, and that place was classified the same. And the reason for sending me to these places was because of my criminal history since I was a young boy. Nonetheless, while at this Ramsey unit, I began to see The Power that a Christian is given over the evil spirits from the dark side even when one is awake and conscious. However, it was when I was asleep that I was seeing and going places that to this day boggle my mind how that was possible. I have studied lately the phenomenon of quantum entanglement, and I want to say that there may be a connection between that possibility and my spirit traveling outside of my body while I sleep. But, I am not sold completely on that theory because of our human limitations to understand the deep things of The "Spirit of "God." Anyhow, what I learned from these dreams of mine was that I could travel outside my body and could go out to see or hear what was going on or what some people were saying and doing in very far places. The best things about this gift for me was that I could go to places outside our natural realm. And there I would be taken to many exotic places where high powered evil people with powers would congregate and I was allowed to learn secrets that not many people are privileged to see or hear. I even went to the edge of the cosmos and there I was freaked out by what I saw and heard. Oh!, and the best of all these experiences, I saw "The Glory of The God of Abraham!" Ah!, for those who have settled for the false visions of Satan and his Wonders, like it cannot and it does not compare to "The Glory of God Himself!" I have been taken to the depths of hell and I have seen things so repulsive there, our imagination cannot conjure up how bad this realm is. All the worst and meanest and cruelest prisons on earth combined cannot compare to these repulsive places in hell. And when I got out of prison I continued in my total commitment to reading and studying The Bible for several years, as well as going to Church twice a week. But then came the time of great disappointment for me because I couldn't find companies to hire me even years after being released. I would work everyday doing menial yard work when I could get it. And believe it or not, people working regularly and earning minimum wages at that time were making a lot more money than I was. But do you know what, I still paid my ten percent for Church Tithes. After that, my earnings was 80.00 dollars a week. So I stopped going to church but kept paying my tithes and studying the Bible anyway. And that was enough to let my guard down against my invisible enemies and I lost. However, even in this backslidden state "God" never gave up on me and kept speaking to me through dreams. And when I was in my backslidden spiritual condition, I did dabble unintentionally in the realm of shamanism. And that was because an Indian Christian at a Pow Wow in Austin, Texas told me that if I wanted to attract a way to finding artifacts, in my case arrowheads, was to offer candy or tobacco to the wood spirits and then I could go and sell them. Well, that is why now I warn the Christians about all the trappings of the Devil because he presents himself as a Christian too. Some people like always, want to have "Christ Jesus" and their demons and devils too just in case they can't always get what they want from The True "God." Oh! but, I have learned my lessons well now. But it takes some falls and some ass whippings, but get back on track with "God Christ Jesus." Get back in the Bible and dust yourself off and pick up your Cross and keep going on... on the Road Home. After I started making my way back to "God" believe me that the road hasn't been easy. And those evil spirits that I have met along the way who tried to seduce me to go their way, continue to attacked me like crazy. And in my dreams I have seen them face to face, not once, but many times, but I resisted them and still do. All I do is rebuke them in "Jesus Christ name and His Blood." And I tell them, "Quite sen de aqui!" Then they send messengers telling me that The goddess or Satan wants to make a treaty of terms with me. And I always tell them, "I have already told you guys many times that I will never go that way ever again! Go away!" And they haven't come back for a long time now. Nevertheless, I continue to travel in my spirit and I still apply tactics and strategies that I learned as a Recon Infantryman in the Army with the First Cavalry Division and with The First aviation Brigade in Viet Nam when I am fighting against these enemies of ours. We trained so well back then that we could capture the enemy behind enemy lines. In a dream a couple of years ago, I saw myself on a mission for Government, and as I was with this small group of gorilla warriors operating in some jungle, a man's voice sounded loud above us and said, "Ruben..., you look like a 19th Ranger!" So I will close now, and let The readers know, that The "God" that I serve..., is a Merciful "God." "He is a Righteous God." And "He is a Just God." And "He is the Mightiest and Only God!" "HE" can take the most incorrigible or most irredeemable criminals or other extreme person(s) suffering under Satanic attack and make that person a Sane and Civilized person. If you are a Christian and you are seeking gifts from "God" devote yourself to "Him and His Word" with all your heart and soul and wait and See! You will not be disappointed. But keep yours eyes on "God" because there are a lot of people who will try to lead you away from "Him." And when you get disappointed don't do like I did. Learn from our mistakes. So let us sleep on that! Thanks again and stay strong in "God." Amen.                                                                                                                                                                                                                     Respectfully,                                                                                                                                            Ruben N. Gutierrez