El Perenumbre!

Bloggers, as I tell my story about my journey towards transformation from my worldly habits, I am trying not to leave anything out because I am trying to demonstrate the value of life's lessons, and the value of dreams, and how after we evaluate and analyze them, we can see a better clearer picture about how all these events in our lives are connected to the whole picture of our life's purpose here on earth. And I am showing to the reader the true value of researching the topics of ones dreams, and how they are connected to our spiritual make up; the good and the bad. If Scientific Professionals from all over the World in the past, and presently, continue to Study and Apply Philosophies, Medicine, Psycho-Therapy, Psychiatry, Neuro-Science, Etc., to  finding out how drugs and other factors effect our brains, hence, the dreaming parts to it too, why shouldn't we? If one studies many of these professionals of the past and present they will find out that much of what the Professionals have learned came by way of Initiations into Mystery School Knowledge or by way of inducing Psychedelic Drugs themselves. I have said from the beginning that I am not a Bible Thumber, by that I mean I will not write anything technical here about any subject in a technical manner because I don't have the time nor the desire for it. Besides the resources for my Claims about those people and subjects are on the Record everywhere out there in the Public domain if anyone wishes to read about those claims. I don't want to rehash those subjects here. I just want to show what I have learned just from my dreams. I was bothered by these dreams of mine, so I had to do research as to their meaning. I had to read many topics about my dreams, but, I had to weed out what was fanciful and way outside the scope of reality. However, I have connected my dreams to Biblical evidence. Therefore, although I had no prior knowledge of the Biblical or Secular content of my dreams, God helped me weave them so perfectly together that I began to see the Prophetic Prophecies of The Bible perfectly clearer now as a result of my dreams. And this is why I tell these stories because if you know your Bible and you know Secular Religious histories, then you will understand my dreams. I am not presenting fairytales based on hallucinations or illusions here. And I have said throughout this Blog, that something supernatural happened to me while I was in Vietnam in 1970-'71 that has effected me until now. And I have said that it was my Military experience that set off my mental New Awaking to a Whole New reality! Keep in mind that up until this time I have had a six grade formal education. So, this type of experience was new to me because I was now among educated young restless men. And when I ended in Vietnam this supernatural experiences caused by drug use was just pure evil! And it all started when some friends convinced me to take some L.S.D.. Up until Vietnam I had never smoked marijuana either. Remember that I had been locked up from the age of 15-19 years of age. And I got locked up right after being released in May of 1969 which was October 1969 until February of 1970. It was here that I was offered a Deferred Adjudication Sentence if I signed up for the Draft and stayed out of trouble for two years. But because I knew how rotten I was, I decided to volunteer for The Military Service. And after that, I ended up in three Corp South Vietnam in late October 1970. So, I never had time for the drug experience at all. All I got high on prior to Vietnam was beer, cheap rot gut wines and whiskeys. Nonetheless, I did like the buzz from the marijuana a lot as my first use of drug in Vietnam. But, my friends wanted me to get higher. Therefore, they introduced me to the heavy drugs like heroin, opium, the acids, and hashish. To tell the truth I got strung out on all these drugs, however, in my mind I reasoned that if I was gonna make it out of the Army alive and free; and especially with an Honorable Discharge; which was my whole reason for joining, I had to stay away from the "Downers" like heroin, opium, and hashish. And the acids were way to fast and I needed some rest and sleep. Remember, I have never been stupid because as a young river rat, "We knew that we better respect the rivers we don't know." And so I settled on Peyote or Mescaline because I could control the dosages and take it when it was convenient. Some friends got high while on operations, but not me. I did once, but never again after that experience. So back to the evil experience that was evil in Vietnam. It happened one late night as I was tripping all by myself out doors, while most G.I.'s were sleeping. And as I sat outside, I saw someone descending from the black night sky. I saw a huge naked man in slow motion flying down over me and he had large black Bat wings attached to his human arms and hands, and he had them spread out like as if he was braking his descent to a slower pace before he reached me. He had one leg bent backwards at the knee and one leg was straight downward. And as I looked, I saw that he had a Spiders Web made out of thick large rope net about 50 feet all around him. And he was positioned dead center of the net. He and the net was a black silhouette, but I saw his human shaped body in three dimensional outline. And he looked like a black flying bat man. Needless to say, I hauled ass back to my bunker and hid inside. And in 1975, in Killeen, Texas when I was based in Fort hood, I saw this shadowy figure again in my apartment, and my wife saw it too. We had just come from a late night movie named "Tommy: The Pinball Wizard" downtown and we were going to sleep. Within a week after that we moved from that place after that experience. And in 2011 at 700 Center street San Marcos, I dreamed two dreams back to back, about "Death." In these dreams Death walked into my wife's and mine bedroom unannounced. And when he did, the whole house was filled with an evil terrifying sensation I never want to feel again. He was about 7 feet tall and it was dark in our bedroom. My wife was very sick then and she always slept closer to the edge of the bed. And I always slept closer to the wall. So my wife was between me and Death who stood by my wife, but he was looking at me. In both dreams my wife was always asleep while Death walked into our bedroom. The first time that Death walked into our bedroom, I was so  paralyzed that I couldn't speak a word. All I could do was look at Death dressed in his Black and rusty brown Cloak with Hood over his face. I never saw his face, all I could see where his face should be was pure blackness. Then as he stood looking at me, he began to speak to me in a haunting masculine man's voice and he spoke to me in Spanish. And this is what he asked, "Mi hijo..., en donde handas?" Death repeated this question to me twice, but I never answered him and I woke up. Here is what Death asked me, "My son..., where are you?" A few months later, Death comes back again, but this time he never speaks, however, he does, stand at the same spot in the room again and is looking at me. Then I do manage to find my voice and I yell out loud screaming out in anger and I say in Spanish, "Quitate de aqui Satanas!, Quitate de aqui!" And as I stop speaking..., Death turns to look behind him and he notices our big wooded cedar chest with folded clothes on top, and he then just sits down comfortably on the chest, and takes the pose of 'Rodin's' sculpted figure of the 'Thinker' with his right fist under his chin and looks at me and waits. Here that second dream of Death ends. This is what I yelled at Death, "Get out of here Satan!, Get out of here!" And two years later my wife died. Here I have learned that Christian Power comes through rigid serious consecration and dedication to God. In other words, what I am saying is that discipline requires allowing God to Possess You! You and God have to become One and that is how you will win battles between you and the Archon or Archai. As I said, if you intend to win spiritual battles you have to commit 100 percent to the Dictates of The Bible and there is no room for playing with one foot in the World and one foot with God. However, I have had to learn from many sources what I know now about our spiritual world and the Bible. And I have learned from the Martial Arts, Occult Mystery Schools outside this realm, about how those Arts require Mastery. And I learned from these arts that the mastery comes not by all the physical training, but mostly the mental training! And what that ultimately entails is that the artist has to allow whatever spirit that they believe is more powerful... to possess them and then worship them. Remember the naked man in the spider black web net who looked like naked Bat Man in it? Well, I have learned who that was. And the Religious Adept in the East Countries like India and Asia will know that what I am saying here is true. He is the one who thought many religions across India and Asia, and the known world, even from ancient times. And he is called in the Bible "the god of this World." And it was him who thought the Master Martial Artist that if they wanted the very best results from his craft, they had to allow him to possess them totally. And his name is "Fu." However, Fu introduced many forms of martial arts just like songs and dance for many cultures, and just like he created religions. And he delegated power to other dark principalities to do the same as he did. But, those who sought the best power; just like climbing the ladder of degrees for any Mystery School, went to those who totally obeyed Fu without question and allowed him to possess them. And further, he demands absolute obedience and perverted sexual favors in return; and other offensive sacrifices too. Ask any Master in the Arts, if they care to divulge secrets, and one will see this is not a Game. Please believe me, that Lucifer or Satan, has got the impersonations of God, and God's Authentic real Holy Things, copied down to a "T." And he can pass himself off as God to many people. This is a deep subject, so let me continue without taking too much of your time. Therefore, Degrees of Mastery like climbing Ladder Rungs to Success, are dependent on the caliber and quality of School a person attends. And it depends on the skills and Knowledge of the Teachers that one has. Some one asked me once, why is it that some Sorcerers have more power than others? Again, the answer is about the level of power for the spirit who teaches, and it depends on how much work effort the student puts into the learning of the skills being sought. The same is true even for The Christian People. Always keep in mind that even the occultist at the highest levels believe and teach this valuable Biblical Truth, "Don't ever let your mind take your Soul and spirit Captive and enslave them with what it believes." Okay, there you have it; do you want Power, then dedicate yourself completely to God and to all the requirements that He dictates to you. Allow Him to possess you totally and become one with Him and He with you. All I can tell you is that it will be a long journey and nothing comes easy. However, a time will come that you will feel different than you did before. You will not be timid like before. And Satan will come looking for you. But don't get scared, God will guard you Himself until you are ready to stand on your own two feet. Remember, Fu or Liber, or Satan, they are one and the same, and he belongs to the fallen angels group; Powerful Angels nevertheless, but they are not God. If you pick The God of Israel and Invoke Him into your life, who can beat Him or His Teachings; or Skills, Nobody! But please learn that we live in a fallen world. And here there are many other ways to open Portals for the Demonic to enter your mind. Drugs are one way, but not the only way. Movies like "Tommy" and others are mind altering demonic tools just as Worldly music can be to. Check this last dream out for today and think about how Satan attacks those who rock his boat too much. This dream is also from C. 2011. As the dream opens, I see that I am standing on a side walk in a very large city here in the U.S. in the daytime. This is a Black and White dream. As I stand to look around me I see that it is not that busy with people walking about. But as I look some more I see an entourage of Black middle aged people walking in opposite direction as I am, but, on the other side of the street. At the head of this large group of highly fashioned dressed people is a Black man with a big gangster type hat on from the 1970's. He has a heavy black leather top coat on and he looks like a great rich Pimp and he walks without any fear at all. Several feet behind him are about fifteen men dressed almost like the pimp in all Black clothing. Several feet behind these men are about twenty beautiful nd fine sculpted Black women, and they too are dressed in all Black clothing. And further behind these women are more men, and they are dressed in all Black clothing. And as I look at them I get this sense of Self-Righteous Indignation and I rush across the street to confront these people for breaking The Law by being in Public parading their illegal activity. And the first guy I confront is The Pimp. I stop right in front of him facing him like as if I was the Chief of Police for that city. Then all the men behind in the second column rush to surround the pimp from me. Then he stretches his arms out and tells the men to get back because he has everything under control. Then it is me and him facing each other face to face without any fear from either one of us. Then he smiles at me and he asked me, "Say man..., do you know who I am?" And I just look at him because I knew that he was gonna tell me who he was anyway. Then he stretches his right hand and arm right in front of the side of my face fast, and then a great streak of pure red, orange, and yellow, Fire shot out off his palm of his hand about five feet past my face, and all I could say was Hey!!! And then I stood to the side and he said this to me, "That is who I am..., I am... Un Perenumbre!" And as they all walked by, unfazed by me, I marveled at this. Then I yelled at the Pimp and said, "I will be back man, and I will lock you up!" That ended this dream. So do you see what I mean now about levels of commitment to the one you call your deity. And as I commit even more to Jesus Christ, I have seen myself in dreams lately, being able to set dead sticks in my hand on fire. And other items to. And do you know what a Perenumbre is? It took about a year straight for me to find out. And again, I had to go to the ancient Martial Arts to learn about this phenomena. In short story I will tell you that I learned that in The "Yoga Sitting Posture," for meditation according to their Chakra teachings; you can verify this too, they say that the lowest Chakra closest to the anus, is where the biggest Power concerning all the Chakras comes from. The Yoga people may not want people to know this, but the spirit or snake representing wisdom and so many other things, that they invoke, has his way through here and then rewards the practitioner with rewards such as Enlightenment at The Head by opening the Third Eye. I said, Power comes at a price, but at least I can testify that The God of Eternity is not nothing like this because our God is Holy and Righteous. I don't want Power at this Price, and that is what I told The goddess many times before. And that is why I never went back to the Pow Wows. I am Free from the occult. I never want to go looking for Truth in those places. Not Me. Like I said, if you want Supernatural Power more powerful of all the Realms out there, Seek Jesus Christ, He will not do you wrong or harm. It has been a long journey for me but beneficial. So I will close now, and Let us sleep on that. Oh, there is an Evangelist in Central Texas named Paul Ochoa and he has a song titled, "I wish my mind would make up its mind up." Do you see what that problem is. Don't neglect your Soul and spirit. They belong to God and are better connected to Him when you begin to seek Him. Thanks again.                                                                                                                                                         Respectfully,                                                                                                                                           Ruben N. Gutierrez