Gifts of God Jehovah are to Edify!

Bloggers, when I came to my Damascus Road conversion, it was nothing like the Apostle Paul's experience with Jesus Christ. For me in a way, all I had in common with Paul was that I was a Law Violator; I was a criminal. And when the Law placed handcuffs on me and locked me up, I heard nothing from God Himself, or Him speaking to me about anything. All I knew that I was doing was was calling on God for help. And guess what, He sent me a man to the jail house, who had been something like me once; a harden killer and criminal, and who had been reformed, to tell me that I needed Jesus Christ in my life. I asked this older Mexican Chicano Evangelist, "Can Jesus help me beat this wrap?" He laughed and said, "No!" But he told me that I would not regret my decision to invite God into my heart. So I committed to Christ Jesus there in that county jail back in 1980. And from that day my journey through life has been one nightmare scenario after another. Yes, I have had great moments of pleasure with my family and living with them. But, life in general has been a difficult experience. And dealing with humans has been really difficult. I have tried to be that loving type of character that everyone loves and wants to be around, however, I find that that type of person is not me! I was bred in an anti-social climate with boys that had to fight just to survive. And all my life that is the climate where I still find myself now. I now know that no matter how much love we pour into our community, it's still a dog eat dog world out there. Therefore, I am grateful that God Almighty The Father, El Senor Jehovah, has seen fit to give to His people in The Christian Church a diversity in gifts so that all of them can Edify Him first and then edify the Body of Jesus Christ. Because they are not all like me or you. One Christian can be assigned a gift of preaching, or teaching, or healing, or one of the many various gifts. Others can be gifted with two or three gifts or more at one time. And then there are others like me who once had a gift of helping the needy, but now are to old, and all we can do is write. But!, remember that I don't have a mandate from heaven or God to do what I am doing. I don't have an official calling from God The Holy Spirit to either write or speak or sing about the topics that I write about, especially my dreams. I have taken on that mission on my own because that is my true nature and that is why I am not loved by the public, and at times by by own family and Church at times. I just can't help it, I just have to speak my heart and my mind about what I see all around me. I hate Lies and I hate Fakes, and I can't stand Deceivers. What are you saying Ruben? I am saying... that I hate myself. I am everything that I am trying not to be. And everybody around me is not either. We have all become pretenders. Where is the true Healer or Miracle worker of God Almighty? Who is edifying the Church right now? Why are the Christians leaving the Church in record numbers for other world Religions? Doesn't The Love of Christ Jesus satisfy the soul and spirit completely? Where are the True Pentecost Holy Spirit Revivals in America? The American Church experience has become a great Merchants Enterprise today. We have become consumed with materialism and luxuries. We go crazy without the amenities of the materialistic Corporate lifestyle we have come to take for granted. We think and believe that we will always carry on with life like this if only we depend on our sick dying Government and its Corporate Pimps to keep us alive and viable. No vatos, it doesn't work like that. If this is God's Country..., why abandon The True Giver of Gifts and Blessings to all of us, for a "Camel" who bears more worldly perverted gifts? Why believe and buy into Satanic Lies? Why Hate Christ Jesus so much? You know, I have no mandate from heaven to do what I do, but I tell the Truth. And one day soon the evil ones will pay for their heavy foot on the poor and needys' neck. And for their blasphemies against The God of gods The Father Almighty. The Jews and Church will be first in line for Judgement, then the non-believers last. I will close for now. This was not what I intended to write about today, but that was what I had to write. I will continue tomorrow I hope. But for now I will close. So Let Us Sleep On That for now. Thanks again. Vamos a alavar al Senor Jehovah, todo El Mundo...,Al Padre Santo! Amen. And whatever your Gift is in The Church use it with Faith in Christ Jesus and Believe..., because what you believe you will create! Don't let Time dissuade you from believing. Hold on to what God has promised you and see the changes happen because nothing is static in our Cosmos or our minds. Keep acting on what you believe. Build but do something to make things happen for the Glory of our God. Say something do something. Keep pulling up them tent pegs and move on to that better and more permanent Home on earth, then to Heaven. Build up others along the way also, try not to leave no one behind. God loves everybody not only the Jews. That was a lesson God was tying to teach us all in His Bible. And that is that He intended all peoples of the World in His Salvation Plan. Remember Zephorah the Midianite female Beauty Moses Married in the Wilderness. She was Not Jewish or Hebrew. Remember the great warrior Caleb, he was a Kenite and not a Jew or Hebrew either. And finally, remember Moses marrying, after having Zephorah, an Ethiopian woman in the wilderness too. Hey, God is always way ahead of us and He is Holy. Wait when you go and be in a Christian Sound Church when they are visited with The Great Anointing of God! You will see great sinners either run from there or they will stay there crying like babies because they are being washed clean of their sins. I want to to be there. I want to be cleansed by The Blood of Jesus Christ and by the Pure Clean Waters of God The Holy Spirit. Oh!, I long for those days again. Vamonos Bra!, vamonos a alavar al Senor Jehovah!                                                                                                                                                                                      Respectfully,                                                                                                                                              Ruben N. Gutierrez