Some Christians are Called or Invited by God on a Journey!

Bloggers, I am a bona fide  human being and not perfect in any way. Check out my history in this blog and you will see that I am a product and reflection of this American Society. I suffer from all kinds of defects, physical as well as emotional and spiritual. I am just as prejudice as the next fellow. I can get angry and I can hate some people because their culture to me seems uncivilized and sub-human. I can get very irritated by crooked Politicians that keep selling Americans down river as Slaves to a Beast System that they love and work for. Life in American today is miserable. For example,  take traveling down our major highways today with all the growth and road constructions, that by itself can cause a good person to lose their mind because of the inconsiderate drivers that are in a hurry all the time. Then one has to deal with traffic delays for more than an hour at a time. Then one gets home and the Internet is Down again and I don't watch T.V.. Then I have these uncivilized people from other Countries from across the border playing extreme loud music night and day non-stop, and I pay to live here. It seems like a nightmare now living in Texas. I can't even go on a slow drive out in the country side because I'll get run over out there too. It doesn't matter if I am doing the Speed Limit either. Growing Industries and Housing projects are killing our farm land where I live. Hence, that is why I don't watch T.V. anymore because everything is too Commercialized. And if I wanted to watch World News on T.V. for instance, the News people want to tell me about some Actor or famous Athletic who has been suffering from the Flu for too long... ad nauseum. So, I turn that nonsense off and stick to my ascetic lifestyle just so I can get some kind of mental and spiritual cleansing from all the contamination outside my house. Life here in Texas has become like living in a Socialist or Communist Country. The Rich have gotten too much control of our Government System and has our Politicians printing Paper Money that is gonna cause us to sink. I am dealing with the U.S. Health and Human Services Department (Vital Statistics Department) right now. And all I want is a Delayed Birth Certificate and can't get no action from those people there. I will not describe this place to you but suffice it to say that those coming from across the Border Illegally are getting their Birth Certificates on the same day that they apply. I am an American Citizen and I am going on one month just to get through the first step of the Search for my birth certificate. Then I was told that they couldn't find it and told to reapply and wait up to six months to a year for the birth certificate. So I did research on this H.H.S. Department and found out that is the biggest Social Welfare Organization in the U. S. with the biggest spending budget out there. So I said to myself..., no wonder all these Migrants are getting all this Special Treatment here. And so I walked away disgusted with our hypocritical Politicians from both Parties. And this brings me to why I had set out in search for God The Father of The Bible myself many years ago. This episode with the Communist Organization U. S. H.H.S. Department in Austin, Texas is not the first upsetting encounter with Injustice as far as I am concerned. No! it is not. I have had many Legal fights with this Government before as I have stated earlier in my other blogs. And I have won some and they won some on Statue of Limitations ground. But as one can see, I hate Injustice and I hate Back Stabbers. And my back stabbers were my very own Government. That is why I decided to go look for God myself to see if I could talk with Him and to see if He truly was concerned with Justice for peons like me. God did not invite me nor called me into my journey in search for Him. He didn't call me to set out to a Holy Place on a Holy Pilgrimage. I went to Search for Him Only because I needed Truth and Justice. Further, being with God is enough for for me. Therefore, I didn't set out to see Paradise or all the Beauty there nor at a Holy Place. I went looking for Him only. I set out to look for The Father..., The God of gods Himself because I had serious problems that I thought demanded serious answers. And where I found and saw myself instead was, in rugged mountains, wild jungles, and the wasted hot dry desert. And monsters and devils and demons waiting for me just to kill me. Oh!, I saw Visions of of things where I saw Angels as men in ancient White hooded Robes and they called me by my name. And the devils also called me by my name. I even told them all... that I was searching for God, and I asked them..., Have you seen Him, do you know where I can find Him? And they all answer No! to my questions. So, I kept walking out in the desert by myself looking for God. And to this day I haven't found Him yet. I know He lives in me, but I want to talk to Him in person alone. After all, He is all I need! So Let Us Sleep On That for now. Thanks again.  May Israel Fight Back Hard and Defend himself against all his pestering enemies and Win Big! Amen.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          Respectfully,                                                                                                                                              Ruben N. Gutierrez