The Path...The Path! A New Season!!!!!!!

Bloggers, in my walk with God over 43 years now, there were several times that I deviated from the road that He had placed me in. No one in their right mind who has ever walked with God would intentionally or willingly turn their backs to abandon Him. I never did that. But I did turn away from the road that I was supposed to follow without turning to the sides or backward. And that was what caused me a great deal of sorrow, pain, and hard times. And now since returning once again since back in 2013 when my wife died, I still have problems focusing whole heartly on the straight and narrow road that all Christians are supposed to walk on until they reach their destination at the Base of God's Holy Mountain. I am human just like everyone else therefore, I have my frailties and faults too. They are not as grievous as the ones' past, but sins in God's Eyes, nonetheless. I don't see anything wrong with some things that I do sometimes because I feel justified at times that there is no wrong in getting angry over the way some people get away with so much evil and crime today. I get angry because we Christians who are trying so hard at doing what is right and just, seem to be the one's punished by our own system. I have been in so many places where criminals run the Institutions and that is evil in itself. And they get away with it because the people want it that way. And I still have this problem of liking middled age females that are beautiful to me. And most of these women are married. However, when we meet in any place by chance, they are alone. And I didn't know that they were married. But when I found out that they were married, I had too just say goodbye to them. But I will not lie, I had a great time with them for that short time of speaking together. And when I see that face and body of a woman that I like, and especially a certain kind of smile on her face, I just wish that I could spend my life with that one. And lately it has been White Women that can do that to me. I said all that to say this, what may seem right to us...may not be acceptable to God at all. Many other times when I thought that I was close with God, I ended up way off His straight and narrow holy and righteous way that I lost many of His Blessings and Favors and ended up a reprobate. And not only did I suffer for my wayward ways, but so did my family. On a side note, I found out that when I fight my spiritual enemies in the spirit, and I do not intend to kill because God is not in the destroying of humankind or nature; and besides it would go bad on me, what I do is aim to hurt their hand or foot because if one causes pain to one part of the body, the whole body suffers pain too. And that is what I mean about sin not only messing up the sinner, but the sinners loved ones too. And as I slept last night after a long spiritual fight with enemies who practice Black Magic against me, I dreamed this short dream. The dream begins with a night scene and I am walking on a road through a small rural community near central Texas. And as I walk making my way through this small town, I see an old pick- up truck facing the way that I am traveling, and it seemed from the early 1950's. The truck is parked on the side of the road, and it had written on its back windshield some large white stick-'em decals that read, "The Path...The Path." Then as I passed the pick-up truck, the scene changed but it was still nighttime. And this time I saw myself inside a large living-room that was dark yet visible inside. Then I began to hear an extremely beautiful White man's voice sounding from thin air and he began to croon an immensely soft and slow romantic love song. So, I began to turn myself around slowly to see if I could see this man singing. And as I turned to my left side, I saw him, but only from the top of his shoulders and his face and head only. And I recognized him to be Perry Como the great romantic crooner of the 1950's through 70's. And as he sang facing to the front of me, I heard another man's voice say in English, "A New Season!" And that ended the dream. I gather from this dream that someone is trying to tell me to stay focused on God's Ancient Path. And as for the meaning of the phrase New Season, it could mean that in my old age now; like many of friends and loved ones who are prime for Death in their old age, know that that season draws nearer. Yet I recall the ole days and the good times. And all that I can say is that God's Kingdom will mark the best of off all seasons and will be the best New Season yet. And that means that it behooves all of us Christians to make sure that we are walking in that ancient path that will take us into that New Season. Therefore, study for yourself and don't be deceived by no one. Study with God on your side and in you. God is our greatest Teacher of all. So Let Us Sleep On That for now. Thanks again.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  Respectfully,                                                                                                                                               Ruben N. Gutierrez