I am gonna keep going forward no matter what happens!!!

Bloggers, many years ago when I was in prison during 1980 through 1985 time period, I recall that I had a Bible, and I read it every day. And I remember that several times I read a certain scripture in the Old Testament that gave me trouble to understand. Heck, at that time everything in the Bible gave me a hard time to understand. However, this one scripture, and I can't remember the Book it came from, but it was a King James bible, said that 'God had turned over Israel to the goddess for punishment and correction because of Israel's constant problems with idolatry and rebellion against God's rules.' And it continued and said that... but, that the goddess hand had gotten away with her and punished Israel or Judah more than she should have done. And for that, God was going to deal harshly with the goddess. At that time, I thought nothing of this statement from God because I thought that sounded justifiable seeing that I was in prison for the same reasons. And I never gave it any further thought after that. However, one day I was trying to tell Church members once after I had been released that God would do such thing to God's people. But the people did not believe me. So, I tried to find this scripture to show it to them, but I couldn't ever find it again in any Bible. Well, not worded like that. And I looked for it in many different Bibles however, there was nothing. Many years later though, I began to get into research about the Fallen Angels and I haven't stopped because like I said, I need historical context in order to better understand God and to understand what happened here on earth after the great flood of Noah's time. And I am very interested in what will happen soon in our near future. And also, I have always wanted to know why it is that there is so much evil in this World and why did God allow it. And in that process of studying and learning I found out indirectly that these so-called Fallen Watchers were placed in charge of all Nations except Israel according to the Bible. Furthermore, God allowed this and commanded it Himself after the Tower of Babel and picked Abraham to start a Covenant with him, and also to set the stage for Jacob to become Israel. Therefore, it is true that the Fallen watchers were designated officially to look out for the peoples who cared nothing for God, and to teach them the correct Cosmic Order that He established for the peoples good. Nonetheless, these rebellious people were in the custody and Government of individual evil Watchers. So, that is why the Nations outside of Israel all worship false gods and idols. Further, that is why they were not in the care of God although God was their Father and Creator. You have to remember that that is how the rebellious people of Mesopotamia wanted it, and so God gave them over to what they wanted. God was not going to tolerate superficial and surface relationships from those ancient people, so He Divorced the Nations back then. Hence, that is why I do believe that God gave both Israel and Judah over to the goddess during their individual captivities and in Judah's case, Babylon really whipped and punishment them more than was require for their sins because she was power prideful and boastful. Nevertheless, God allowed the goddess to express her excessive powers over Judah but severely punishes Babylon through the Medes and Persia after the captivity of Judah for doing what she did. So, there we see it..., God did give charge to the Fallen Watchers over the Nations and that is why so much evil exists in the World. And please note that the ancient Country of Babylon like today is associate directly to the mother goddess of the Pagans and other non-Believers in God in many parts of the World.  However, God allowed people during Christ Jesus time to choose Jesus if they wanted and join His new family of Believers with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, and now Jesus Christ the Son of God. Anyhow, in the New Testament... in the Bible God places caveats before us to make sure that we understand clearly that He will not tolerate no Babel behavior in His Christian followers nor in the Jewish Walk. Please consider what those requirements entail because of the gravity of their importance to our Salvation. But many Jews still have some problems with excepting Jesus Christ according to New Testament prerequisites, thus are still in a Divorced state with God. I said all that to say again, that the Christian Walk is a hard one and demands Righteousness and Obedience to His Commands. If we don't walk whole heartly and Faithful to God or His Commands, there will be serious consequences to the one that believes that they are a Faithful Believer. I am not lying, those Christians that side-step what God expects of us, like walking through the Wilderness to be tested time and time again, well, they will have to obey or fail the Race. I should know because I have been recycled by the Mercies of God back into good standing with Him after I repented like a little boy crying for Him to stop the spanking on me because I realized that I was guilty of striking the "Rock" more than One time only also. And I can testify for a fact that He even came to rescue me from the pits of hell where I was being readied for the devils' perpetual supper. Therefore, since the last 14 years I have walked the straight and narrow the best I can. And I am not lying, I am determined now to make it to heaven by Faith in God Himself because He promised that if I served Him, I could ask of Him anything. Moreover, He said that if I Believed what He had promised me in the scriptures, I would have what I asked for. He said that He is the Substance of our Faith because He is the Word of God and that is a Promise. Someone said that the Promise is the Title-Deed to the ownership of the thing that we are asking for. The substance (Supernatural Material or Realities) already exists in the unseen realm and are in God's Hands waiting for you to claim what you cannot see yet... and are asking for in faith in Him. But it is there right now just for the ones who have true Faith. So, I am claiming my promises from God Almighty because He does not lie and cannot lie. However, I have to pass many God given hard tests in my journey to the other side. If I fail, I will not make it. And as testimony to this truth, I just had a short dream last week and it was a daytime dream. This is in regard to testing and determination on the part of a Christian. So, as this dream unfolds, I see that I am walking by myself into a large town from top of a hilltop, and just before I reached the small city on flat land, I was walking on solid ground. Then all of a sudden, I felt my feet start to slowly sink into the ground. I still had about 1000 feet to cross and the whole ground started to turn to mush and mud like a swamp. When I felt that with every step forward, I sunk deeper. And I got angry because this trap caught me by total surprise. But I didn't lose my composure nor my focus towards this town. Deep inside of me I knew I was going to sink and disappear under this dark swamp. But I kept picking my feet up fast and struggled pulling hard to get up and moving forward. And I saw myself talking and screaming out loud for all the World to hear. And I kept saying over and over, "I don't care what happens to me...., I am gonna keep going forward no matter what happens!" And that is what "Faith" is. Faith is knowing that God has given us a Promise(S) and they... are Guarantees, your Seal of sonship or daughter ship and heirs to God's promises. God is Supernatural and His Substances are supernatural realities waiting to be manifested when you ask for them if you believe that they are yours right now. But Faith also requires Works. So, I had to make up my mind and believe that I will make it across that swamp because God is Faithful to His Promises no matter what it looked like at present. He trains us all the way Home to be Faithful to him no matter the difficulties and troubles. But you have to read and study His Word every day so you and Him can be One. You have to do your part, take action and move and wait and but keep believing without wavering. Don't be lazy and neglect your duties or else one loses out on the benefits. So Let Us Sleep On That for now. Thanks again.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          Respectfully,                                                                                                                                               Ruben N. Gutierrez