Repentance of Sin means to Surrender, and surrender means the Grace to Survive!!!

 Bloggers, every day that I wake up into the morning, or noon time of the day, I open up my Lap-Top computer and search the Internet for what is happening in the World around us. And as always something drastic is taking place somewhere near or far away from me here. Well, for example just a couple of days ago we just got pounded with hailstorm again in my area here in Central Texas. Thank God the hail in my immediate area was soft and small chunks but with high winds this time. But people further away by about 60 miles got zapped badly with large destructive hail. I stayed up that night to pray and just watch the monstrous power being demonstrated by the Thunder and Electrical Lighting all around us, as is my custom during these supernatural events, especially at late night. This is the time that I go crazy in Praising God for letting us see and feel the awesome majestic Almighty Power that He holds just in His Pinky finger, because even though it is a small show of His Power, it is amazing to me. I say that because even in my dreams I am telling people that I am warning in them to run and hide from the devasting Tornadoes and Tsunamis, or natural and unnatural storms, which they don't see yet, heading our ways. Imagine me in the dream as these storms arrive to destroy all these towns or cities that I am in, and saying to these strangers... "I told you in my dreams that these storms were coming but you didn't believe me Huh?" As strange as that sounds, it is true. How did you get this way Ruben? Well, after suffering many storms in my personal life, I had to make deals with God now and then. But even though I was feeling desperate and serious at the time of repentance because of the gravity and seriousness of my punishments that I had brought upon myself, I was not truly willing to surrender completely just yet because I still wanted to play with sin. I have said that Sin has extremely potent addictive powers. God, however, was merciful and understanding and punished me even more severely until I lost my wife and after that I made up my mind to surrender completely and stop playing games with God because serving Him is a very serious business and He don't like to play. And that is why I repented of my sins like never before in 2013 and I said to God, "Okay, I surrender my whole life to You now, so, can You please cut me some slack." And He has, however, that doesn't mean that my life is a bed of cushioned cotton even now.  Furthermore, as a Nation, even America the invincible and untouchable superpower of the World is caught up in a gigantic vortex now because of its great sins and is being dismantled by God Himself. And the World also has been sucked into this killer vortex because the World also is sickly infatuated with Sin and Pleasure. And it too keeps wanting to play games with Sin and God too. Well, the relationship that God wants with His People is not a half cooked one. And I have found out the extremely hard way that no one can defeat Almighty God or defy Him and His Commands. It' is either Repent and Surrender, and hence, Live to enjoy Eternal Life after this demonic roller coaster life here on earth or die and be lost forever in eternal flames and feel the full effects of total annihilation. Perhaps after the Repentance, and even after the collapse of all Societal Systems on Earth, and even if Christians escape to hide in a safe place while the Earth is beat up to a pulp; or further, if a Christian survives Concentration Camps, there may be a slice of bread with a leaf of lettuce to stave of the hunger now and then for the Christian survivors of the Tribulation Period that is just around the corner? I don't mean to sound all gloom and doom all the time because I too wanted to believe that Love and a good Christian Woman would come out of nowhere just for me so that I could truly leave this earth, regardless the scrabbled egg results of the earth now, and die hopefully happy as a result? But...I regret to say that it's pretty hard to find a non-Jezebel spirited woman now days. I am sure the Women feel the same way about the Ahab-type men also. Damn! I just can't seem to win! Well, I have come this far by myself since my wife died, so, I suppose that God will give me the Grace to end well by myself. Moreover, I have had dreams that during these tribulation times, that I would be having plenty of Tortillas and some food to survive! I am telling you that my God is good, and He will take care of you too if you truly Surrender to Him. So Let Us Sleep On That for now and enjoy your food now. Amen. Thanks Again.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          Respectfully,                                                                                                                                               Ruben N. Gutierrez