Time Traveling Vehicle like The Subconscious is a Creative and Transforming Force!!!!!

Bloggers, I am sure that Sid Roth and other Christian Talk show host on T.V. would not even care to ask me to speak at one of their venues because I am not a Christian who can be put into a Box. And I do consider myself a lose canon because I don't want people in general, or Christians especially, to think that I belong in their camp. No! I don't belong to any Christian Denomination and don't care to. What I desire to fight for is for what God of the Bible says for us to do and expects us to live by. I serve in God's Army; therefore, I will fight and stand with the Christians who at least are willing to die for what they claim that they believe in regardless the color of their skin or their wealth status. What I care about when I evaluate a person or persons claim to be Christians is whether they adhere to sound Biblical Doctrine and try to live it and whether they have the right righteous Worship and Praise Music to Worship God in their Church. It was these Bible principles that were the reason I got through the most dangerous times of Doing Time in Texas most Maximum Prison Farms during the 1980's. The Ramsey One Unit being the most dangerous Wide-Opened Super Maximum Unit at that time and unlike any other in Texas. Then with the Eastham Unit and Ellis One Unit being up there in those categories but closed units. The many incorrigibles and criminally insane inmates housed in these places had been infected with killing on their minds, day and night during this 1980's. And when I arrived there, I had made a promise to God that I was not going to fail Him anymore and I set out to do my time. Many convicts tried to cut me down and believed that they could run over me, but God said to show no fear, and I didn't. And when I saw that things had really got to the point of me having to defend myself unto death with some of these convicts, God gave the convicts dreams, and he gave me dreams at the same time. And in the dreams God showed me beating these people almost to death and they ran off to get away. Then... when I was awake after the dreams like this one, and the convicts woke up to, and they saw me walking their way, I could see fear in their body language. And they would leave the premises with fear in their faces, and I was not bothered by them anymore. And it was here at the Ramsey One Unit that these dreams of supernatural power begin for me. Why did these dreams come to me then. Because evil people who loved wickedness there wanted to kill me because I was convincing other convicts to seek Jesus for their help and salvation. But God said to me, Show... no Fear and keep doing what you are doing. Hence, I committed even deeper to God there in that dark hell hole and seat of Satan. And God honored my commitment by demonstrating to me and the convicts that He is Real and that His Word is true. I have had my falls since I got out of prison, and I learned from them and got back up to fight again for the great cause of our God. And God has been merciful to give me back my power of dreams. Did you guys study the word "Bereshit?" Remember this dream that I related to you about the frozen packaged raw healthy chickens sitting on two stacked old wooded open shelves in that old wooded abandoned house. Man! That dream is packed with spiritual symbolism. But the word Bereshit describes it all. I am telling you that since I started to understand Central Texas ancient stone sculpted artifacts, I began to understand the symbolism of the Bible better. Then when I took what I understood about the powers of the mythological so-called gods and the powers of martial arts, I saw better what this magic or sorcery was. And I understood the symbol meaning for their weapons whether in tool fashion or in their minds. And when I saw finally what God was teaching me at a deeper level in His Bible, I saw that every fallen entity that had invented the mythologies about Zeus and Liber or Fu, was mimicking and super imposing the real God's power in weapon form or mind over unto these false entities. Everything is symbolic in the ancient past and even today. Therefore, Bereshit is the first word in the Bible. Yet it is pack with stories in letter characters or symbols. And this is how my God talks to me and has since I was a wicked and evil person in my young days. And since then, He is extremely patient with me when He teaches me this sacred language of symbols in my sleep. And He teaches me the power that comes with this knowledge. Power so powerful that now I understand what the wood shelves represent, or any wood material for that matter. Throw in water in the wood and what do you see? Add fire to the wood and water and what do you see? Language of symbols is what I love. And I am not talking like psychologist or science people do when people talk like this. A scientist will call this phenomena pareidolia or some strange entanglement in the mind. No, what I am talking about is beyond the understanding or acknowledgement of science. Jesus died as a sacrifice for our sins on a wood cross and that fact about God's Salvation Plan was instituted from before the creation of the world. And He added the whole story about the Book of Genesis all the way to the end in the Book of Revelation in just that first word of the Bible... Bereshit. It says, In the beginning was the Word and the Word was made flesh etc. And it said that Jesus rose from the dead on the third day and is seated in Heaven with the Father. Well, since sharing these dreams of mine I was told that I have a highly over-active subconscious and that is why I am this way. I take that as compliment because I have told the readers the truth about what I hear and see. I remember several dreams that I have had about Faith, and I have wondered, where does it come from. And I have been told in dreams that "What I believe I shall have." Further, lately I have also asked myself many questions like, where does the soul and spirit of humans reside in our bodies. This question is thousands of years old and still has no resolution to it. And I asked myself, how are the conscious, unconscious, and subconscious, connected to the soul and spirit and where are these entities situated in the body. Because remember Bereshit claims that God breathed parts of His Mind and Essence into man and then man became a living soul and spirit in flesh. Therefore, does our faith originate in our mind or brain, or does it originate in the heart? If the subconscious is where the best treasures of our past are stored, is that where faith comes from? Neuroscience claims that our subconscious is somewhere in the region of our brain. But how does the heart then fit the soul or spirit if it is claimed to be in the brain? I understand that these are immaterial things, but do you know that I love to ask God thousands upon thousands of questions about everything and anything that interest me. And in time He answers me in my dreams. For example, this early dawn I was dreaming of being attacked by witches and they came as gangsters and broke into the house with their guns firing in the dark. I got up fast and grabbed my guns and went to shooting at them too. Then some friends of mine arrived and began to chase the witches away but a witch shot one of our friends dead. Then I told a friend to take our dead friend in my car to the hospital while I went to search for the guy who killed my friend. After the witches scattered for their lives, all my friends and I went to help a family who needed serious help with leveling of their big wood house. So, we started trenching under the house to set up new piers and to bring another old house and join them together as one. This was now a bigger task that we took on for free for these strangers. And as we were coming to the end of readjusting the piers and joining the houses from under it, a good friend of mine said to me, "Ruben, you know that when we are finished under here that some women will be showing up and wanting to know about us, and they will ask us if we want to go out with them." Then he looks at me as we are on our knees under this house about to crawl out and asked me again, "But..., Ruben, what are we going to say to them?" Then I look at him in this dark place at night, and I say to him, "John, I am going to tell them about Romans 10:10, and it says there that God so love the World that He gave His only begotten Son that we might be Saved! But..., John, I don't know how they will feel about that especially if they are trying to go out with us?" Here this very long dream ends. I shortened it for time purposes. Nonetheless, after I woke up, I searched Romans chapter ten verse ten and it said nothing like I quoted in my dream but were stating the same Truth. So, you see, here it gets bewildering to say the least because now you will understand how God answers my troubling questions of my aching heart and mind as I sleep. But the answers don't come in context to original questions. And here God forces me to dig deep and learn about what I am trying to understand not only for my benefit but whoever else is wondering about these issues. Hence, here is what Romans10:10 actually states. " For with the Heart a person believes resulting in righteousness, and with the Mouth he confesses resulting in Salvation" (NASB version). Hence, it is the Heart where the soul resides because it deals with emotions and intuition and Faith. And it's with the Mouth that one confesses what it believes in its heart, thus the mouth is part of Brain function where Knowledge is stored, and it agrees with the heart in this case. Thus, both heart and brain are involved in this Single Operation of Believing and having Faith in Christ Jesus. Furthermore, it is true then that you are what you speak! And it's true that we will have what we Believe in Christ Jesus for and He will not disappoint us. Here again He gave me my answer to my nagging questions in a way that I was not expecting. Yet, it cost me to pay attention to my dreams. What if I had neglected this dream, what would have I missed? Moreover, I saw Him protect me again when I am most vulnerable..., while I am asleep. And although I am conscious of the dangers around me, I don't lose no sleep, and I don't ponder on the danger. Just like when I was in war or reform schools or prisons, I never lost sleep worrying about death. All I was concerned about was honing my battle skills even sharper than before. And as for John's questions about women, that suggest that perhaps I may still have a chance at one good woman before I die? That would be better than dealing with sorry devil worshippers. However, as we have learned from Romans 10:10, Faith requires Action also. The process is one thought is followed automatically in one simultaneous instant with action. If I want a Woman, I need to do more than just wish or hope for her to come to me or believe in my mind that she is already mine. I need to go out to meet her and ask her up front if she would consider walking with me for a while. Otherwise, if I don't act, I will continue walking and sleeping by myself. So Let Us Sleep On That for now. Thanks again. And it is without a doubt that it is true that Jesus Christ is The All in All! In the beginning it is said in very first word mentioned in the Bible, that He created everything seen and unseen. Amen. And please note, the subconscious is where the real treasures are! Hence, jump on the bicycle or jet or bus or spaceship and fly to the lands of The Poetic, the Prophetic, the Sacred, the Cinematic, the good with the bad ones at times, but fly! It is beautiful being there because you will learn and be transformed there. And last, God will get us what He has already predestined for us from before the foundation of the earth in His time. And it doesn't matter who believes or not. Look at the Jews now, jealous with envy at the Gentile Christians because God left them temporarily because of their obstinate sinful rebellion and their love for outward religion and the love of money just to prove to them that He loves Obedience to Himself not ritual sacrifice! Our God doesn't just speak...He takes Action. And to understand knowledge is the prelude to wisdom. Thanks again.                                                                                                                                   Respectfully,                                                                                                                                             Ruben N. Gutierrez