The Voice said to me...When you receive your 7th Healing, show your Rooster!!!

Bloggers, who knows what dreams are made off or where they come from or why they even bothered to visit us when they did? All I know is that I go to sleep thinking sometimes, about why did my life turn out to be so bad, and why am I still here. Or I will go to sleep thinking about dream content that just bugged me to no end because I didn't understand what the dream meant or was all about. And so, when I go to sleep, I get bombarded with more riddles and my questions in my mind are even more compounded than before. And as a result, my mind is surrounded by question marks as I lay down to sleep. And really all I see on the walls and ceilings and floors before I cross that line between being awake and asleep, are thousands of words written in my own handwriting...and covering all over the rooms and going in circles in this old sardine tin can mobile home of mine. Therefore, I am always surprised by what I dreamed about on the next day. And to my surprise though, the dreams are the inspiration to my writings too. There were times however, that I used to go to sleep thinking about connecting to another good woman after my wife died. But my apprehensions about such a serious of a contract and commitment to that sort of thing scared me that I just let that thought go off and wander out by itself in space for now. But I do still dream of women although I am not thinking about them. And I still dream of the satanic attacks on my life, and I fight as best I can. And God never fails to send me qualified warriors to help me fight these witches and we win. One thing I don't want in my life is to go out at the hands of witches' satanic magic that is for sure. I will fight against that. However, overall, I know that I am blessed anyway because I have learned not only spiritual knowledge and revelations and insights to the Word of God from my dreams, but I have also learned how to be spiritually discerning. I say that in connection to my dreams because I see and hear things that many people would most likely lose their minds or lives if encountering such phenomenon. That is what I mean when I say that I am extremely blessed. Because my God has given so much to me despite that I didn't deserve anything that He gave me. At times I was so sick physically and so downright hard up for work because of my criminal records that I begged God to let me die. Not once but three times. However, He told me to get up and keep doing what I was doing because it was not my time to die. That was in 2011. So then after the wife died in 2013, I go back to Church and beg God for my healing that has been ongoing and getting worse since 1978. And although many Church leaders and lay people have prayed for my healing, I never got healed in c. ten years at the Church I attended from 2014 through 2023. Nevertheless, during these years I dreamed about one day I was going to have a breakthrough and that I would have more money than before. I had great dreams of being promoted in the spiritual realm and even being told that I couldn't have a woman presently because I was going through the Valley of Change. But one night c. 2018 I dreamed and only heard a man's voice speak to me in Spanish and he said, "Ruben, caundo recibas tu siete sanida...ensenia tu Gallo!" The translation into English is the Title to this Blog above. And do you know that I searched for meaning to this dream and couldn't find anything on this subject until just a couple of nights ago as I searched the Internet. What in the world was that kind of use of language, who speaks like that?! And further, where is such a structure for that type of healing in the Bible. And what does healing have to do with a rooster in the Bible?  This seems crazy I know, but there is, a rhyme and reason for this adage because it speaks to metaphors and symbolic language as you will see. For example, the first case that I know that is extremely popular in the Bible is the story of Captain Naaman of Aram in ancient times who was a leper and who sought healing in Israel through the prophet Elisha. Captain Naaman is told to wash in the Jordan River 7 times, and then afterwards he would be healed. Therefore, we see a 7 stepped healing procedure or process that may sometimes be required of us without having us knowing anything about how much time is required for the actual healing. All we know about these instructions for healing is that we must humble ourselves and have faith and obey what God dictates. And that is all I have done myself since I was told that I couldn't have what I wanted until the lonely walk through the valley of change was completed. And not knowing whether or not I will ever be healed since 2014 I continue holding on to what I was told and suffer the pain like doing hard time in the big house. But I once had this serious crazy dream I just related about the seventh healing and that is what I heard. So, I have continued operating in faith since then, however, I didn't know whether this phrase was from God Himself or not because I couldn't fit the Rooster into this picture of future healing. And since I am commanded to test the spirits, I have to test the spirits! Well, what did you find out about the Rooster Ruben? There was a lot I found out about the rooster inasmuch as what it represents to many people and cultures in symbol form. You guys can look into that if you like but all I liked about the information that I found and thought that was relevant to me and the dream was that the rooster is a symbol of Watchfulness, and who announces a new start to a day. The list to the positive and good symbol meanings for the rooster is long and I loved them but not for the same reasons that other religious cultures gave to describe their mystical definitions for the rooster. Here are a few more good qualities to the rooster symbology, the rooster is seen as courageous, renewal, vigilant, victory over darkness, wisdom, alertness, a new beginning or a new day, strength, masculinity, his crowing dispels darkness and ignorance, messenger of hope, guardian of the light, the rooster's crow speaks of honesty and truth, a guardian of time and order...like a clock, and finally, the rooster is seen as a symbol of fertility and abundance and a fresh start. Thus, at 75 years old what are the odds of this old rooster getting his Seventh Healing and crowing like the young rooster at 5 in the morning? Is God asking me to believe this by Faith in Him at this point in my life when my spine is calcifying into solid bone at the five lower lumber vertebrae and that is only one of many serious illnesses that I endure? Can you imagine how much pain that is every day without dope or alcohol since 1982! In this physical shape and age can a person truly believe that Healing is still a great probability and likelihood even with having incredible faith in God and His Healing Powers? Well, I do have that kind of Faith in God, and this dream did give me great hope that one day I would get my physical and spiritual healing one day before I died. And knowing that Jesus had said to me to get up from the bed that I wanted to die in and said, "Ruben, get up, you're not dead, it's not your time to die. Ruben, get up and leave and keep doing what you were doing!" And he also spoke to me in Spanish when He told me this in a dream. So, do you see, although it seems like the whole world is conspiring to kill me for over a very long time, and even I want to die at times because of my limitations, I speak to myself and remind myself and say, Ruben, the man's voice said...When you receive your Seventh Healing...show your rooster!" He said it like I still had to go through more steps or like taking more steps through that Valley of Transformation that demanded that I change from my evil ways and humble myself before God and totally surrender to Him through obedience and faith in Him. But it sounded like there were not many more steps to go through though. And but anyway, I found out in this obstacle course for attaining healing that God is not about making deals with us like when we present before Him trying to buy a favor from Him with precious gifts or a simple sacrifice that will appease Him for a while. And then when He is appeased, we think we can just go on doing all the evil we were doing before like when we served idols. No! That will not work and what will work is to eat our Pride and Humble ourselves before Him and obey His Instructions and Commands. God told me to keep doing what I was doing so I did. I kept working hard labor for cheap wages because I have to do it His Way or expect Nothing in return. But I had problems with what the Voice said in the end of his phrase. Yes..., that bothered me in the end because I felt there were sexual connotations along with the 7th healing. So, how did you resolve this seemingly conflicting problem Ruben? Well, I just demonstrated what the good qualities to the Rooster are in the world of symbology and metaphor. And furthermore, I recall a great dream about Faith and sex that I had a few years ago and it went like this. As the dream opens, I see that I am in an opened field somewhere and it is daytime and it's a sunny day. And as I look around me, I see five middle aged beautiful White well-built women that are trying to get my attention because they want to have sex with me. And at that moment I was caught off guard because I knew that I haven't been active in sex in a long time since 2011 because my wife was hospitalized for two and half years before she died. And there is no porn in my life or house either. Therefore, I was not sure that I could perform with any one of these five women much less all five of them. But as I looked around even some more, I saw another older White and more beautiful woman than the other five, and she was about 70 years old and blonde with long hair and dressed in rich white dress. So, I gravitated to her, and I asked her if I could have sex with her. Then she asked me and said, "Ruben, don't you see that those women want to have sex with you? Why then do you want to have sex with me?" So, I said to her honestly and said, "I don't know if I can perform with those younger women, but I hope that I can perform with you." Then she said to me, "Ruben..., if you only allow yourself to Believe...you can perform like a Lion!" Here the dream ends. Therefore, the Rooster has many great qualities about him, and he represents the Sun and Dionysus in a circle in some cultures I know. However, when the Un perverted Rooster crows, he speaks the truth, and he is honest and is on time like a working clock and he is seen as a divine messenger. And he is productive in the reproduction of his kind. And but my favorite Bible stories about very old fertile productive men are about Abraham and Job. The Bible says that Abraham was old when he married Keturah. And Keturah had six baby boys with Abraham long after his wife Sarah had died. And we also know that the Bible doesn't always mention female births, so, it's possible that Abraham and Keturah had girls not mentioned here too. And then Job had ten more babies to replace his first ten children that he lost as part of his test of Faith and Obedience to God. The Bible says that Job was an old man when his Test came to him. And in Job's story nothing is mentioned whether the second set of children were birth by Job's former wife or not. Therefore, Job may have been given another wife also. Therefore, even if my faith for my healing seems ridiculous in its face...and it does, I still Believe that I will be healed on this side of reality. Am I stupid for believing this way, I'll leave that up to God to decide. Afterall, it was God who told me that "Whatever I believe... shall be!" Hence, Naaman's 7 steps to healing is a way for spiritual and physical healing and transformation because sometimes for people like him and perhaps us as well, we need this simple yet arduous process for attaining what we need. Remember that when you read Naaman's story, although it is condensed in the Bible, it entails a long-time frame in the historical chronology of his life and the Favor God showed to him long before he became aware of God's love for him also. His healing may have been simple when he finally humbled himself from his pride and obey Elisha's instructions, but the story of his leprosy was long suffered before that time. Therefore, it is true that it took 7 stages in symbol form for him to be healed. Then afterwards he was Baptized, Healed, Saved, and Reborn at the seventh healing. Not in the way like the counterfeit Pagan and Devil worshippers believe in, but by God Almighty the Creator of Heaven and Earth's Way. And like the Rooster said when he flapped his majestic wings and then crowed as he was perched high on top of his hen house, he spoke the truth in honesty as he alerted the people to the rise of the sun and to another new day. And he crowed loud on this morning when the great Naaman walked to the River Jordon and dipped 7 times and then afterwards began a brand-new start at a brand-new life and a new beginning. And Rooster reminded everyone about the Mercies of God being brand new each morning when the Sun rises! I am sure that when Naaman got home to his wife, he was thankful to be a new rooster again. And he was glad to find out that there was a true Prophet of God in Israel and that now that God of Israel was Naaman's God too. So Let Us Sleep On That for now and thanks again. And I will continue to wait to be healed and show my rooster and flap my wings to sing Praises to my God no matter what happens or that He does in my Life because I have come to where I am because of Him. And I love Him with all that I am. Amen.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       Respectfully,                                                                                                                                                 Ruben N. Gutierrez