The Rabbit Hole is Really deep...so, take Lamp, Map, and Compass because it gets dark in there!!!

Bloggers, some time back I wrote a Blog titled, "En San Marcos, Texas, no ay ni Madre!" And I still remember how that event unfolded at a gas convenient store here in San Marcos one early afternoon as I went to buy a local newspaper there. And just across this gas station is a fairly large size Mexican restaurant where Old Mexico tourist buses stop and let the people rest and eat here as they go about their touring business. And when I went into the station, there was a long line of people waiting to be cashed out. And as I stood there in line some young Mexicans were complaining to the female American cashier that in San Marcos there was nothing to see, "Ni Madre!" So, I corrected and told them that if they wanted to see la Madre, for them to go see the Old Main Building at the San Marcos University and that they would find her there. And these guys look at me like, where is this place? And so, I pointed to them to the northern direction and said to them just look up and you will see a castle looking building and that is her crown. And then they all looked at each other and said, "Man, we haven't gone there yet so let's go now." And then as I was checking out, I saw a young cool Mexican guy with a tattoo on his right forearm paying in front of me. And the image of that tattoo has stuck with me even now. And what I saw was the ancient Tower of Babel on Vehicle tire wheels at its based, and it was in motion and speeding straight ahead. And then after that I constructed a better picture in my mind about how the Sorceries of this Evil and Wicked System of Babylon from the ancient past is still extremely active in our lives even today. So, was it any wonder that the goddess has been presenting to me all these years. And so, as I reflect on the so many ways that inspiration and enlightenment of my mind and spirit have come, all I can say to my God is thank You. And since I am on this topic of the Tower of Babel and the Queen of Heaven subject, let me tell a dream again about how true it is that the Satanic Elements of the world have indeed their hands, and all their Beings, into this evil practice of doing high level enchantments against unaware and uninformed and undiscerning people. As the dream unfolds, I see that I am in a city somewhere with other Christian warrior men and we are engaged in physical warfare with Satan and his warriors, and we are winning. And as I look I see Satan running trying to hide from us. Note, Satan here presents as White man. So, I give chase after him, but he runs into a metallic highly polished silver tall building that is shaped like the ancient tower of Babel. And he locks himself in it and then this whole building started to take off like a rocket into the day sky. And as I looked up at this crazy building shooting straight up, I saw Satan's face looking back at me from a window with a cynical grin on it. Here the dream ends. But do you see the progression of events that leads up to one phenomenon connecting to another in my life. First the goddess present herself with Old Main Building as her Crown in my dream, then I see this tattoo on a young "Cholo's forearm. Then I see the Tower of Babel in Sci-fi form suggesting technology far more advanced than ours. And what I gathered in analysis form of this progression of events in my dreams is that all Christian that set out on the Path of Jesus Christ, will have to first grow and mature in a step-by- step process. And that means that we will not be able to receive greater knowledge or revelations from God until we are able physically and spiritually to receive what is meant for us and our Calling! You will not receive also until you are willing to pay the price of going through God's Purging Fire. If you are troubled in the days of the footman, then what will you do in the days of the Horsemen? Therefore, God prepares us little at a time just like we humans condition our Babies as we nourish and nurture them along until they can fend for themselves. So, that is why I was started a little bit at a time on my journey as a Christian. And since God knew my nature more than I did, He allowed some Rabbit Holes to pop up here and there along the way just to try me. And He had to know that I would want to stop and go and see what was in there just like "Alice" did. Just like in the dreams that I have had also, about a long and wide building with a long hallway between it. And on both sides of hallway are many rooms with doors opened. And inside those rooms there are humans inside doing all the things that the city and life of Sin can offer, whatever one's preference may be. And there are always the females standing at the doorway's half naked enticing the one on the journey to come on in a take a break of sorts and relax. And inside some rooms are naked men for the women and many of them with those men. And if the Christian can resist and make it to the outside at the other end of that building, you will make it to Heaven. And that is how the metaphorical proverbial Rabbit Hole functions as well, academically speaking. But in the academic world the rabbit hole gets really deep and is not as blatantly obvious as a whore house to see what it is. Hence, it requires Seeing Eyes to see through that fog. Further, the academics are more crafty and subtle and most of them have become adept through their initiations in the rabbit holes. Therefore, the Christian who bothers to think at all about these things, will find that the adepts have perfected a perfect whore house for the inteligencia to corrupt the people against God and everything that God is. That is why the goddess presented to me in spirit form with the architecture of the Old Main Building on top of her head, which represents the embodiment of Secular Knowledge. The goddess was implying to me that she has every venue of Market and Enterprise Cornered in the world and they belong to her, even religion. Have you noticed how many ornate ancient and medieval period, and especially renaissance temples, and even contemporary temples are designed. Check out the "La Familia Sagrada Temple in Barcelona, Spain," and many others there and all over the World. These pieces of great architecture beauty are the goddess Crowns, the Queen of Towers. Do you see, that in the physical realm we only see in part, but not in the spiritual unless you have been prepared to see. And no one receives the spiritual until one has been prepared for it. Spiritual knowledge comes to those who have been more than just Baptized in water, which means that you have only been washed clean, but not trained in the Path of Purging through the Fire experience. That is why I can say with assurance now, that that is why I have gradually been graduated from one phenomenon to another. Because as I said, if you have no "Light or Lamp or idea which is a frame of reference or the Map, nor the Holy Book Knowledge of God which is the Compass, and you go down these academic rabbit holes, you will come out of there just as confused and lost as you were once before. I know because as I said, in my dreams I heard voices giving me revelation or knowledge about something very strange to me. No explanations were offered for what I saw. Like how tornadoes originate and form for example. Then having dreams about how dots formed and sparks in the darkness form and transformed and tiny string object also appeared, and it all vibrated and whirled and danced and then created things that were not there before like dark clouds that were radiating ionized uranium, that hunted and chased humans and zapped them with lightning bolts. And I saw the Dots also form Mandalas in ornate design just like one sees in these temples that I mentioned. I have seen Dots or white circles transform into human form and into B-1 and B-2 and B-22 black jet bombers. And I know that Mandalas mimic the same design of the Universe and everything in it. I know that I have been long with my blogs. But one day those who neglected to learn about these so-called sacred occult teachings will regret it. I am grateful to my God that he brought me out of those rabbit holes where Owls and Crows and dogs go to live in. Nevertheless, I learned that these humanist academics have done so much harm to the Cause of God Almighty and His Creation story and as a result many people have perished believing that those teachings offered greater truth. And in closing I have to add that CERN is still trying to undermine this great story about how the Universe came into existence. And they say and talk about an Upper Quark's as if it may still be able to explain how matter and energy were form and how that Tiny Spark that they call the upper quarks, because there are six ingredients to the Quark, may be the ultimate answer to how the Universe came to be. But after one comes out of that intellectual rabbit hole conversation the ultimate question will still linger in Space and Time and in the back of our minds, and one has to ask, "But where did that Spark come from? Who gave Life to It? Can the Universe call itself into existence by itself or from nothing at all?  Do you see how frail and faulty Human knowledge is. I don't disagree that humans have capabilities and qualities that qualify them to be extra ordinary people with exceptional skills and talents. However, after one reads the scientific minds of all times, as well as great philosophers too, one will find after reading their conclusions about their findings a reoccurring theme and refrain, and it goes like this...'However, after our arduous intensive labors in the field and in the labs...our findings are inconclusive. However, we know that we are ever so close to unraveling the Truths that hide from us for now. But be assured that we will undertake this task at unlocking the truth no matter how long it takes or how much money that it cost. And we will find that hidden Key for sure.' I see nothing wrong with that type of natural or spiritual pursuits. I apply those principles to my own life myself when searching for the valuable things in life that matter to me also. But when one takes off on a silver temple like the tower of Babel and aims to shoot my God and His Truth down and stomp on it, that is when I abandon that shining white Spark or Satan in his Silver Tower of Babel and join God's Silver Cross to Redemption and Salvation instead. Because I have been in many rabbit holes before and I have had my experiences at the Whore Houses, and houses of ill repute I am not going back there no more! And moreover, humans need to understand that God set Boundaries for great Divine reasons. And that is why there are Limits to Human Learning too. And trespassing those boundaries has Divine serious consequences. So Let Us Sleep On That for now until next time because God still presents with Burning Bush experiences to those who truly search and seek Him every day of their lives. And please do not think of me as a holy man because I am human too. I still think that all women are beautiful. And some days I feel that the Japanese woman is maybe the one I would like forever. But then I think of the Korean woman, and then the Vietnamese woman and Chinese woman, and the list seems never to stop. However, I do not cross the line of decency, not even in my mind when thinking about these beauties because I have to get across that hallway through that satanic world that still lingers in front of me. So, thanks again. And all things come to those who truly seek God with all their "Being"in their perfect time! Amen.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       Respectfully,                                                                                                                                               Ruben N. Gutierrez