The Shady Area between Black and White is called...Penumbra!!!

Bloggers, if I hate anything more than being locked up in correctional facilities that restrict my Freedom to go and come as I please, it has to be Satan himself and his corrupt satanic influence over the world and some parts of the heavens. I truly hate that Being with all my heart and soul and forgive me for saying this, but I hate the people that willingly and knowingly serve him and do his bidding for the material favors that they sell their souls and spirits for. I understand that God loves all Sinners and wants Christians to Love your Enemies as yourselves and even Bless them mind you, but that is asking a big task and too much from me. For example, I had friends that practiced witchcraft before I became a Christian, however, once I found out that they were satanist, I cut them off from being my friends. Thus, I never ever have cared for people who knowingly went into the occult to serve Satan as their god. And that is still my tradition because I just can't accept anyone into my circle of friends who practices or practiced witchcraft. That to me is a Line that I refuse to cross. I can't allow myself to hang out with former occult practitioners. The idea of being in the presence of a witch is disturbing enough and I cannot reconcile thinking that I would feel safe being with a character like that, much less sleeping with them in the same house. So, that is why I write about my very own personal experiences with the occult and hating every bit of those experiences, even though most all of what I have learned about the Satanic elements has come through dreams and research of the content for those dreams. So, I really hate the occult and occultist equally. Nonetheless, the culprit for my satanic dreams was my personal involvement with Sins of perverted sex and adulteries, and idolatries. And that is the sole purpose for my Blog...it is to Warn the readers that there are many ways a human being who is unfamiliar with this topic can become entangled in the spider's web of the occult and be brainwashed or as they call it...initiated into their satanic world. And the Ways and Means of getting trap into these initiations vary because there are so many ways at getting suckered into this evil wicked system. Why some people go into this, especially knowing what the Satanic world is all about, is beyond me because even when I was an aspiring criminal, I never even gave it a first thought to join a satanic operation for any kind of gain. And I wasn't thinking about God as a deterrence for not joining Satan because God was not even in my back seat of my car, and nowhere in my mind, until I was busted for a crime. But even during this spout in the life of crime I cared less for Satan then as I do now. There is no way that I could live with myself knowing that I had stoop that damn low in my life. And I couldn't understand how any human being could become a part of that evil system. But several years ago, I read a story in the Book of Ezekiel in the Bible about a baby girl that had been abandoned by its parents in a field far away from a village, which I am assuming was Jerusalem. And it is said there that God was passing by that day and heard the baby crying in the tall grass. It says that the little girl was naked and still in her blood from the mother's womb when God found her. So, God takes her to His palace and cleans her up and feeds her. Then as time passes the girl grows up to be beautiful and God showers her with the richest and best of everything and falls in love with her and marries her. But one day Ezekiel recounts, that God had to go off on a business journey for a few weeks or so. And so, God leaves the young girl in His royal palace and one day the girl gets out and goes off to the marketplace, and she does a very disturbing and strange thing there. It is here that David Wilkerson as he tells this story takes free artistic license and incorporates two other stories in the Bible referencing Israel and Jerusalem and includes the story of Gomer the prostitute from the book of Hosea. So, it is said that she took her rich White clothing off and stripped herself naked and begins to sell herself for sexual services to the merchants for Free or nothing in return. Then God returns and finds her out and divorces her. But the moral of the story for me is this, "The young girl paid her suitors from the gifts that God had given to her and really sold herself for Nothing!" That is how I see Nimrod and Semiramis and Tammuz, and all the people from ancient times to the present who have done the same, including myself, but most especially Satan or Lucifer. They sold themselves for nothing in return. and that is a bad commentary for sure because a Prostitute at least gets paid something in return for her services rendered. Hence, can you imagine, how God gave Lucifer more Beauty than any angel created and talents beyond our understanding, but he gambled and lost out, not only with a good home, but with everything one could ever want as well. Yet, Lucifer sold out all that Beauty for Ugliness and Repulsiveness, and total Darkness as did Jerusalem and Israel too. What a Pity! But anyway, I have done bad myself I know and I am not guiltless here at all. Nevertheless, I was given the privilege to repent as they were, but they didn't repent, but I did. And since I have seen the evil and repulsive sexual experiences that are required rites and rituals for the conjuring up of devils and demons by these Sorcerers and Witches in my dreams, I personally just can't accept befriending a witch whether converted to Christianity or not. Therefore, reader please keep in mind that I am just speaking for myself here okay. Remember that I am operating with the understanding and full knowledge about how Jesus Christ has "Commanded us to conduct ourselves with other people and among Christians!" Perhaps, I am operating in a very "Gray Line" or "Barely Definable Shade" here, or just out right Dangerous Dark place for me to be in, I don't know? However, it is not my intent to persuade anybody to hate Witches that have converted to Christ Jesus. All I am expressing here is how I personally feel about these witches. And do you know that even in my dreams when satanic witches or Shamans trap me in their homes or anywhere else, and they begin to show off their satanic powers in my presence that are simply freakish; that I don't ever show fear or astonishment while there. But as I start to leave these places at night after their demonstrations, I look into their faces and I say to them, "Now let me tell you about my God Christ Jesus." And here they scatter and the dreams end. But I hate what I see there in those dreams with the witches and demons and devils. Then I have to deal with reality after waking up and what I saw in the satanic dreams I see in reality too. Here is that part of life that gets me really roused up and pissed off at the Satanic Systems of our real world because who would have thought that Satan's reach from the invisible worlds into our reality was so powerful and influential. I say that because even though the evil is in our face we can't see it clearly because it is either hidden or partially hidden. And as I said in my last Blog about Symbols are never neutral because like the moon, they hide a dark side, well, most astronomers will say that there is no dark side to the moon and that it's a myth. But I said, that whether they want to get into a war of semantics or not, there are "Shadows" cast by the Sun onto the moon which are not deflected evenly from the face of the moon and as a result leaves what is called "An almost dark side" to the moon. And the technical scientific name to this phenomenon is called "Chiaroscuro." Hence, we get the sayings like the Shadow of the moon, or a Shadow Way, or Moon Shadow. Why is that? Because whether astronomers or scientist want to admit it or not, this phenomenon called "Penumbra" which means or translates as "Clear or Light mixed with Black or Dark is not fully dark. So, as I researched this astronomical understanding about the Shadows cast on the moon, I find out more "Secrets" about the occult influence even on science. I can go deep here but an adept in the occult would understand what I have said before and I leave that to the reader to research if they want to verify this fact or not. Nonetheless, I can refer you to a site on the internet which will only tantalize someone out into the periphery of the occult's secrets, but not directly. Why not directly Ruben? Because the occult likes as they say Obfuscating the issues and as Warren Boutin says, the 'allure of ambiguity' has a definite hidden purpose for the Confusion by the Darkness or Semi-Darkness of it. That means they like to tease people with what they know, like when a woman playing hard to get, will only flirt with us from a distance and keep us salivating guessing what is under that dress. Another author on astronomy also said, that the dimensions of mystery for the Penumbra are not even known to many people because they are hard to find out. What did he say? If you like, the sites for Warren Boutin is titled, "What is the meaning behind Penumbra?" and is on site titled Sci-Fi Dimensions /updated July 17th., 2025. But let me just connect quickly the term Penumbra with a Blog I wrote some time ago titled "El Perenumbre" and the "Perineum" concerning the human part of the body associated with the Root Chakra. I will refer the reader back to those Blogs if you want a better understanding about this Occult Satanic connection of which has been documented as well. The Penumbra is defined by the astronomers and scientists and even in "Law," as that "Grey Area" where it can be construed that it can be Light or Darkness, or something bordering within the boundaries of being legal without any written legal discourse on the subject because it is understood to be based on truth and goodness. And that is why the Latin term chiaroscuro which translates combination of light and dark is used to describe this ancient phenomenon. In art it is a common practice to use this technique when taking photographs or when painters paint their artwork or any kind of artwork. Therefore, there is a dark side of the moon literally and spiritually speaking. And furthermore, to put the nail into the coffin as they say, "the planets and constellations do not have spiritual power in themselves, but the planets exert influence physically on the natural and physical earth. And moreover, it is as the ancient Philosophers would say, "It is the Archai or Archon'' "the infinite ones" who govern the celestial bodies or host of heaven and hence, it is the Fallen angels and Good Angels that govern spiritual behavior on human beings who are alive on earth. And in the Bible, it is said that it is the Principalities and Rulers in High places that inhabit the celestial bodies as well. So, when we speak of Saturn we are speaking of a physical planet. But who inhabits that planet is really the true spirit behind that occult concept of Saturn. And that is Satan or Lucifer who resides in the planet Saturn. And I have explained how that is a true philosophical and Biblical truth just from a dream I had some time ago. I also told that story in another earlier Blog as well. And in short this is what I saw in that dream. As the dream opened, I saw myself standing in an open field. And as I looked around, I noticed that it was an overcast day. And then many tornadoes began developing all around the area that I was in. Then I saw Three tornadoes come straight at me and then they stood still facing me at a distance as they whirled slowly. Then they transformed and became 'three tall skinny black men' standing and looking at me with hatred in their eyes. And then I saw them start prancing back and forth in front of me and mocking me by calling me bad names. These three were tall as I said and two seemed about fifteen feet tall and the middle one mocking me was about 30 feet tall and I called him "Bean." So, I began to prance back and forth like they were and I began to mock them too. And after a while of doing that, I saw them stand straight still and still facing me, and then they began to ascend straight up into the sky in that posture with their arms and hands to their sides. And as I watched them go up, they were still looking at me, like in slow motion. Then they passed the last phase of the stratosphere into pitch darkness, but I could still see them up close to me. And then I saw them separate and each one landed on a top of a Star or Planet and stood there still staring straight at me. Then I saw that their clothing and features had change radically. Because now they were dressed in ancient Black Leather Warrior Regalia that looked like ancient Japanese Samuria with horned helmets. And yet they were still Black skinned but now they didn't have human faces, but they all had "Bird of prey faces." And this ends the dream. But did you see where they landed in the second heaven right. That is where these High-Powered Principalities and Thrones and Dominions and Rulers in high places live. So Let us Sleep On That for now until next time. But I still hate all the occult practices practiced throughout the World. And I hope people will begin to open their eyes and see that time is running out on the Christian Experience on Earth unless we fight for our rights as citizens of this Country and truly pray. Furthermore, perhaps I will be forced to change my views on Christian converted witches by God Himself who knows? Thanks again. And but if you really truly are seeking Freedom and Liberty from the Enslavement of Sin, call on Jesus Christ to prove Himself to you and help you out of your darkness or almost darkness. In either case, whether half dark or fully dark, it is still darkened by shadows of Grey or overcast life. Sin and Rebellion against God of the Bible El Senor Jehovah has ruined many souls of people, but they did that to themselves, and they are now in heavier Chains that imprison them. Moreover, the difficult occult mysteries that have purposely been designed to be "Ambiguous of Confusing" are difficult to understand, nevertheless, if I can find them out you can too. It just takes hard work and a generous "Spirit of God" to help us come to the truth because He does want us to be Free! He is our Father and Creator...how can He not care for us all! Amen. Peace to Japan and a more Balanced and Stable Ground.                                                                                                            Respectfully,                                                                                                                                                Ruben N. Gutierrez